I met Kaluga first at Beclean-pe-Somes stud, 80km west of here. I was looking for a sturdy draught horse, and spotted Kaluga with another mare pulling a cart on stable cleaning duties.
The stud was only too happy to sell Kaluga because she had failed three times to carry a foal to term, making her of little use to a breeding facility. That's also how she gained her name, Kaluga, meaning monk (phonetically, anyway, as the correct spelling is calugar: why the masculine form was used for a mare, I don't know). At the then-current exchange rates, I paid around £300 (or $450) for her.
She arrived in an open truck, arranged by the stud. Livestock transport in Romania was quite primitive back then in 2000. Standing on the bed of the truck, her head was way higher than the cab roof, making for a strange sight as the vehicle arrived. In fact horses travel well in an open vehicle, since they can see the road ahead and soon learn to lean into the bends. Still, at the time it gave me quite a surprise to see a horse arrive like that. Since the truck had no ramp, we unloaded Kaluga a short distance away where we could back the vehicle against rising ground.
Kaluga's breed, the Semigreu or Romanian Medium Draught Horse, is derived in part from the Lipizzaner. She is a pure-bred example carrying stud brands. I was impressed by Kaluga's action, raising each front hoof high as she moved forwards. This looked splendid, although it also made her quite a slow horse in each pace. She was paired with our other grey, Gelu, a part-bred Lipizzaner. For seven years they made a beautiful pair, matched in colour if not exactly alike in build.
Although bought as a draught horse, Kaluga was ridden from time to time. She was useful for carrying unusually heavy or tall riders. The heaviest was a 250lb (120kg) RAF Wing Commander, a portly aviator not surprisingly relegated to desk duty.
On one occasion I rode her for a week, back in the first full year of operation of the riding centre. It was a bleak ride, over a cloud-covered Suhard ridge and down to the windswept Rotunda Pass, a place so remote that until recently a hermit lived there. We headed high into the Rodna mountains, on an exposed Habsburg track , experiencing swirling snow flurries on an incredible August afternoon. All this, the sturdy mare pushed through as if a long trail and bad weather were nothing to her.
On another early ride, we took a strangely unmatched group of three horses: the large, slow Kaluga for a novice rider; the fast, flighty Arabella for his highly exerienced wife; and Nelly the pushy Alpha Hutul for me. The objective, as I discovered out on the trail, was for the lady to convince her husband that riding was a good thing and therefore he should buy her a horse back at home in Britain. As it turned out, the wife was out of shape and, showing off by jumping the athletic Arabella, inflicted upon herself a groin strain. I had to get the group down off the mountain with her in considerable discomfort sitting sideways across a patient Kaluga, her husband leading Nelly (who was at least more sensible than an Arabian) and me leading Arabella. It was an ignominous event, although I heard later that the husband did yield and buy his wife a horse.
I shall not forget Kaluga's kind, benign expression and large, floppy ears. She has a kind face and large, quiet eyes that spoke of calmness. Those great ears were expressive too, moving to track whatever interested her, yet also inferring a gentle, untroubled nature. Two photos show Kaluga to the left of the shot, paired with a slightly smaller Gelu.
One summer afternoon last year, I drove Kaluga alone over the 20km forest track northward to Sant. She was a simple, straightforward horse to drive, and a communicative horse too. When thirsty, she would look across at a water trough or stream in an expressive way impossible to misunderstand. On the long steady descent into Sant, I screwed the cart brakes on lightly to hold the weight of the vehicle, then walked down the road next to her. If I walked in front, she would follow me. Where the gradient changed, necessitating changes to the brake setting, I could trust her to walk steadily ahead whilst I went to the back of the cart to make the changes. (The brake screw is at the back of a farm cart.) It was a great pleasure to travel with such a calm, friendly, sensible horse.
Kaluga was a superb logging horse too. She was a good, hard puller, who could lean into a load to get it started. She was sensible and alarmed neither by chainsaws nor by the crash of a tree being felled. When a load was too much for her, she would stop and decline to pull, telling us that something was wrong. A lesser horse would use that technique to shirk work, but not Kaluga.
I remember her galloping across the field at feeding time. Most often she walked, or trotted in her elagant high-stepping way, however we were treated to the occasional gallop. The ground shook as she passed.
I had expected that she would enter her twilight years slowly, spending a year or two on light yard duties. There is always a need for a safe, sensible horse to pull the tip cart, taking away manure and returning with sawdust. That is the horse that replaces a tractor. It seems that misfortune has cheated Kaluga of this role.
As it is, she is enjoying each day of a suddenly enforced retirement, basking in the sun during the day, and eating copious amounts of hay and plenty of corn. She seems happy and alert and, although thin, isn't suffering from the cold and isn't losing any more weight. She might see the spring yet. I hope so. I know that her condition is likely abruptly to worsen again, however I would like her to enjoy the warmth and fresh grass of one more spring.
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